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| I'm still here 2003-03-19 @ 16:30 I had to go to see my psychiatrist today:( I was sure I had to go back to the hospital, because instead of gain 2 pounds I have lost 8! I was 84.3 when my doctor did weight me, and if I was below 95 she said she should send me back to the hospital. But when we talked about it I started to cry this big crocodile tears. I said I was so sorry, and that I really really want to try once more. Then she said "I give u a limit to Friday, but that means u have to eat 4 meals a day" I was really shoced. I did never think she would have agreed with it, but she did. So now we have this contract that I have to drink one nutrindrink four times a day. It's a nourishment drink and it has all I need of vitamins and stuff like that. And it's not more than 300 kcal in every can:) Ok, 300 is a lot but it could have been worse. So that means I have to drink 1200 kcal every day... I really want to do this now, I really want to be healthy again. I have to do it! But I gtg. Have to drink my nutridrink now... |
>>diary ..newest ..older ..rings ..links >>me ..profile ..fans ..pictures >>contact ..notes ..guestbook >>credits ..host ..pixiedesigns Today I feel: I wanna have control I wanna perfect body I wanna perfect soul I want you to notice When I'm not around So fucking special I wish I was special But I'm a creep I'm a weirdo What the hell am I doing here? I don't belong here. ~Creep - Radiohead~ |
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